selling this at $50
R.P @ about $100
best seller for the white lucent series
its brand new - unopened packaging..
please email me at masaki010184@yahoo.com.sg if you are interested :)
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Shiseido White Lucent Brightening Serum
selling this at $50
R.P @ about $100
best seller for the white lucent series
its brand new - unopened packaging..
please email me at masaki010184@yahoo.com.sg if you are interested :)
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
state of confusion
it has been a while...
i found myself with no more time now to sit down properly to read blogs..
even wif rare moments where i am able to get back hm early, sometimes i cant even bear to spend time in front of my laptop for fear of time dwindling away.. like what i am doing now.. 3 hours juz flew by like tat and i feel as if i have not accomplished anything..
i am beginning to wonder if the jump has been worth it..
i rem how ecstatic i had felt when i cld get into this com.. it was ALMOST like a dream come true.. to be in touch with an industry that i reali reali love.. to learn about products that i love..
up till today, i do enjoy e knowledge that i have gained along e way.. not about the work actually but abt the products im dealing with.. knowing more on how supply chain sector has worked for this type of industry.. to certain extent, this experience will benefit me in many ways.. which is why im still convincing myself everyday to stay on.. to struggle.. no matter how imbalanced my life has become..
its v fast paced.. i cannot deny it... but i always pride myself as someone who can survive in any environment.. even until now i believe in surviving no matter how bad the environment is.. although when i hit the down period, i am reali down... a lot of emotion fluctuation in this job is involved.. the risk of not jeopardising a new launch.. or not buying enough for some products.. or even creating the wrong cover days which nearly led my boss into major despair.. my mistakes overwhelmed mi... i took the blame very badly such that i cldnt get out of it for nearly the entire month...
gradually im starting to tink if it is worth it... to be occupied constantly by one million and one thousand things to submit every week... even when it comes to planning for a holiday, there are so many blocked days that i cant allow myself to go on leave.. needing my frens to accomodate to the dates etc etc etc..
yaa, indeed, where is the work life balance...
i grew more and more bad tempered... such tat ppl had to bear the brunt of my temper especially the close ones.. even frens that i have never reali flared in front of them, i flared and i cried...
frens told mi to measure myself.. frankly i dunno how to measure anymore.. there are times i reali love tis job and i noe there will always b ppl to tell mi you can never find 100% satisfaction in any job.. and its even more difficult to find a job that you love.. however i love the office environment i am in.. the surroundings i am in right now until the official move which i am dreading... but i love the perks that come along wif tis job.. i like it tat i noe what ppl are talking abt when they talk abt makeup... i like dressing nicely to work (yes, v shallow but believe mi, i have never dress nicely to work since my first job until now.. somehow it gives mi a moment of pride..)
so you will wondering right now what exactly is bothering mi.. 工作也有本难念的经...
if you have seen how long since i have blogged, this is how busy i have been until my brain cells are all dead for a more creative post...
And even longer since i indulged myself wif self-absorbed photo taking T_T
i found myself with no more time now to sit down properly to read blogs..
even wif rare moments where i am able to get back hm early, sometimes i cant even bear to spend time in front of my laptop for fear of time dwindling away.. like what i am doing now.. 3 hours juz flew by like tat and i feel as if i have not accomplished anything..
i am beginning to wonder if the jump has been worth it..
i rem how ecstatic i had felt when i cld get into this com.. it was ALMOST like a dream come true.. to be in touch with an industry that i reali reali love.. to learn about products that i love..
up till today, i do enjoy e knowledge that i have gained along e way.. not about the work actually but abt the products im dealing with.. knowing more on how supply chain sector has worked for this type of industry.. to certain extent, this experience will benefit me in many ways.. which is why im still convincing myself everyday to stay on.. to struggle.. no matter how imbalanced my life has become..
its v fast paced.. i cannot deny it... but i always pride myself as someone who can survive in any environment.. even until now i believe in surviving no matter how bad the environment is.. although when i hit the down period, i am reali down... a lot of emotion fluctuation in this job is involved.. the risk of not jeopardising a new launch.. or not buying enough for some products.. or even creating the wrong cover days which nearly led my boss into major despair.. my mistakes overwhelmed mi... i took the blame very badly such that i cldnt get out of it for nearly the entire month...
gradually im starting to tink if it is worth it... to be occupied constantly by one million and one thousand things to submit every week... even when it comes to planning for a holiday, there are so many blocked days that i cant allow myself to go on leave.. needing my frens to accomodate to the dates etc etc etc..
yaa, indeed, where is the work life balance...
i grew more and more bad tempered... such tat ppl had to bear the brunt of my temper especially the close ones.. even frens that i have never reali flared in front of them, i flared and i cried...
frens told mi to measure myself.. frankly i dunno how to measure anymore.. there are times i reali love tis job and i noe there will always b ppl to tell mi you can never find 100% satisfaction in any job.. and its even more difficult to find a job that you love.. however i love the office environment i am in.. the surroundings i am in right now until the official move which i am dreading... but i love the perks that come along wif tis job.. i like it tat i noe what ppl are talking abt when they talk abt makeup... i like dressing nicely to work (yes, v shallow but believe mi, i have never dress nicely to work since my first job until now.. somehow it gives mi a moment of pride..)
so you will wondering right now what exactly is bothering mi.. 工作也有本难念的经...
if you have seen how long since i have blogged, this is how busy i have been until my brain cells are all dead for a more creative post...
And even longer since i indulged myself wif self-absorbed photo taking T_T
Friday, October 7, 2011
dearest delfi, you are badly missed by the family...
and very much by me as well......
since young, i have never envisioned myself to become a dog-lover as i grew up... i was very scared of cats and dogs in the past (i still hate cats A LOT... i will never ever love any cat in my life...)... i used to squeal and avoid at all costs whenever a cat or dog crossed in my path...
when i first met delfi, i was lucky enough to have overcome my fear of dogs a little through the help from shi's dogs ironically.. then the love for her grew surprisingly enough... she wasnt those dogs who will cuddle to you when you are feeling sad or even "sai nai" to you to get your attention.. she's a fierce ger who had e tendency to bite everyone she was not familiar wif... perhaps its e love that is so apparent from the whole family that got me into it as well..
delfi was a bubbly dog when i first saw her who used to twirl round and round around her daddy when he came home.. u can see her excitement when she saw her daddy back home.. that was the love they had for each other and the affinity that bonds them together.. she cldnt slp when her daddy was not home.. she used to whine terribly when she knew that her daddy was not home..
i missed the times when i cld see her leaping and putting her paws on the chair, waiting for us to give her food.. as we fed her each time, she came back for more and more... i missed the times when she used to wander for no reason into the room and responded when dear BF called out to her.. she didnt react much to my calls... i missed the times where she gradually lost her sight, she wld bang her way though the room door if we ever leave a slight opening.. somehow she's very determined when she smelt food somewhere.. even when we hid in the room, she still found her way eventually... then we wld have to push her away many times but she persevered on...
until to a pt where she totally lost her sight and slight sense of smell, she still did silly things that make us laugh and made our days for no particular reason...
she collapsed once when she was fighting a tooth infection and none of us knew.. we were scared shitless and i felt reali heartbroken at tat time when i saw her so robust one wk before and so frail the following wk... i cried........... because i cldnt bear to c her wif a swollen face and wobbly legs........ it was reali reali lucky enough she recovered...
there was one time where i remembered myself sitting in the kitchen feeling very down, i dunno why but i was very certain that delfi circled around me because she knew i was sad.. somehow i was very comforted by her presence...
i never expect myself to feel so deeply for a dog before... i dun even keep any pets right from the start when i was young... back then, i wld never be able to comprehend why would ppl feel so sad over their pets... now i knew, even wif e short span of time spent wif her... its devastating... as devastating enough as losing a family member, because she's part of the family... the love that the family had for her, she is a very fortunate dog already... the continuous care that auntie D devoted to her was way beyond words to describe... i had to admit i reali cant stand the smell of shit and to wash off the shit off her, it was beyond my imagination.. but there were times i still did together wif the help from dear BF and auntie D.. and the even more times that auntie D bear with it and wash her until she was clean...
when she suddenly collapsed this time, i din wan to believe that she wld reali bear to leave us so soon on that fateful day.. i was reali hoping everyday that she cld recover soon and be able to walk like how she used to be... when dear BF told me he didnt tink she cld make it past that day.. i panicked... its e same panic i felt when i received news on my grandfather.. i never made it to see her one last time........................................................
i count my blessings that i hav been given the chance to know you, del del... otherwise i would have missed out the many occasions where you brought joy to the family with your antics... and never get to witness the love the family has shared for you... the older you were, the more adorable you became.. even with the many hassles that came along with your aging hood, there were grumbles but there were never complaints from your family members.. the memories spent wif you remained deeply etched in my heart...........
del del, be happy whenever you will be going.. dun forget your papa whom you love so much, your mummy who has taken very care of you and your siblings who love you unconditionally... they will never forget you... but dun be fierce to other dogs anymore when you are at where you should be okie...
i do miss you too
you are the best dog that ever came in our lives...
since young, i have never envisioned myself to become a dog-lover as i grew up... i was very scared of cats and dogs in the past (i still hate cats A LOT... i will never ever love any cat in my life...)... i used to squeal and avoid at all costs whenever a cat or dog crossed in my path...
when i first met delfi, i was lucky enough to have overcome my fear of dogs a little through the help from shi's dogs ironically.. then the love for her grew surprisingly enough... she wasnt those dogs who will cuddle to you when you are feeling sad or even "sai nai" to you to get your attention.. she's a fierce ger who had e tendency to bite everyone she was not familiar wif... perhaps its e love that is so apparent from the whole family that got me into it as well..
delfi was a bubbly dog when i first saw her who used to twirl round and round around her daddy when he came home.. u can see her excitement when she saw her daddy back home.. that was the love they had for each other and the affinity that bonds them together.. she cldnt slp when her daddy was not home.. she used to whine terribly when she knew that her daddy was not home..
i missed the times when i cld see her leaping and putting her paws on the chair, waiting for us to give her food.. as we fed her each time, she came back for more and more... i missed the times when she used to wander for no reason into the room and responded when dear BF called out to her.. she didnt react much to my calls... i missed the times where she gradually lost her sight, she wld bang her way though the room door if we ever leave a slight opening.. somehow she's very determined when she smelt food somewhere.. even when we hid in the room, she still found her way eventually... then we wld have to push her away many times but she persevered on...
until to a pt where she totally lost her sight and slight sense of smell, she still did silly things that make us laugh and made our days for no particular reason...
she collapsed once when she was fighting a tooth infection and none of us knew.. we were scared shitless and i felt reali heartbroken at tat time when i saw her so robust one wk before and so frail the following wk... i cried........... because i cldnt bear to c her wif a swollen face and wobbly legs........ it was reali reali lucky enough she recovered...
there was one time where i remembered myself sitting in the kitchen feeling very down, i dunno why but i was very certain that delfi circled around me because she knew i was sad.. somehow i was very comforted by her presence...
i never expect myself to feel so deeply for a dog before... i dun even keep any pets right from the start when i was young... back then, i wld never be able to comprehend why would ppl feel so sad over their pets... now i knew, even wif e short span of time spent wif her... its devastating... as devastating enough as losing a family member, because she's part of the family... the love that the family had for her, she is a very fortunate dog already... the continuous care that auntie D devoted to her was way beyond words to describe... i had to admit i reali cant stand the smell of shit and to wash off the shit off her, it was beyond my imagination.. but there were times i still did together wif the help from dear BF and auntie D.. and the even more times that auntie D bear with it and wash her until she was clean...
when she suddenly collapsed this time, i din wan to believe that she wld reali bear to leave us so soon on that fateful day.. i was reali hoping everyday that she cld recover soon and be able to walk like how she used to be... when dear BF told me he didnt tink she cld make it past that day.. i panicked... its e same panic i felt when i received news on my grandfather.. i never made it to see her one last time........................................................
i count my blessings that i hav been given the chance to know you, del del... otherwise i would have missed out the many occasions where you brought joy to the family with your antics... and never get to witness the love the family has shared for you... the older you were, the more adorable you became.. even with the many hassles that came along with your aging hood, there were grumbles but there were never complaints from your family members.. the memories spent wif you remained deeply etched in my heart...........
del del, be happy whenever you will be going.. dun forget your papa whom you love so much, your mummy who has taken very care of you and your siblings who love you unconditionally... they will never forget you... but dun be fierce to other dogs anymore when you are at where you should be okie...
i do miss you too
you are the best dog that ever came in our lives...
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
back to blogging!
it has been a reali long while since i last blog..
i have been itching to blog for the longest time.. but for the longest time, i found myself with absolutely no time to blog...
seriously, everyday i came home exhausted, so much so that i dun even feel like using my laptop.. i cld not even find any time to read any blogs :( felt myself being very detached from the blogging world.. i used to update myself with all the new posts from all the blogs nearly everyday such that i wish my frens can update their blogs more frequently.. sometimes i wish i hav tis luxury... yet on the contrary, i do not wish to go back to those shithole days once again at the expense of free time..
for an update, yes i have finally gotten myself out of the terrible rut.. i have never felt happier and RELIEVED until e day i left tat terrible and horrible rut... although e most wrenching episode still did happen on that day and since i din blog abt it a few mths back, this shall go back into my memory book... a memory that i hope one day i can scrap it away and forget abt this bitch in my life..
i found myself in a happier environment.. with very supportive colleagues to work with... but the work is reali tough.. and so time consuming that i can work from 9am till 9pm near to non stop in ofc.. its amazing.. becos i cld not recall myself being tis hardworking in the past... frens told me "welcome to the real working world finally" HAHAHA.. and xuan told me she nv has to wait for me before because of work.. which undeniably is very true.. its always ME who has to wait for her... haha
getting so rusty wif blogging until i cldnt tink of any interesting enough things to blog abt... actually i do have a post to update.. that is way past due... so probably not to harp on that anymore.. time whizzed by damn frigging fast... i gave myself a month's break... but honestly, i dunno where tis one mth has flew to.. i felt i had not accomplished anything in this one mth's break and i had to force myself back into the reality of working... all i rem was it had been a great month where i can slp at anytime i wan.. i can wake up naturally without the need of an alarm clock.. life like that is funnily fulfilling even though i mite not have done anything worth mentioning at all..
except the jb trip i had wif my gers... it felt like umpteen yrs (actually i tink its reali umpteen yrs but i refused to acknowledge how many yrs exactly was the ago...) ago where we stepped into jb together for the first time.. the anticipation to go wif the gers is still there and very fresh... i reali missed those days where we were frigging young n carefree.. im glad we made it to jb together.. it was a wonderful time spent together shopping in the mall..
and also for the tw trip with dear BF.. its a much different trip from previous trips.. the time spent trekking to scenic places wif him made everything worthwhile... its especially breathtaking at the waterfall wif him beside me.. the beauty of it astounded me... then the beauty of 花莲 astounded me even more.. the endearing part is to share the beauty of the places with him..
and guess what, i miss tw now o.O
now im wondering if i can take a yr end trip to tw again??? **cross fingers and hope** im missing cold cold weather...
it feels good actually to be able to find some time today to sit in front of my laptop, typing these words out... although i know all in all, its a quite nonsensical post.. thanks for reading until now.. hahaa..
lastly, ending off wif a self absorbed pic of me.. haha!
i have been itching to blog for the longest time.. but for the longest time, i found myself with absolutely no time to blog...
seriously, everyday i came home exhausted, so much so that i dun even feel like using my laptop.. i cld not even find any time to read any blogs :( felt myself being very detached from the blogging world.. i used to update myself with all the new posts from all the blogs nearly everyday such that i wish my frens can update their blogs more frequently.. sometimes i wish i hav tis luxury... yet on the contrary, i do not wish to go back to those shithole days once again at the expense of free time..
for an update, yes i have finally gotten myself out of the terrible rut.. i have never felt happier and RELIEVED until e day i left tat terrible and horrible rut... although e most wrenching episode still did happen on that day and since i din blog abt it a few mths back, this shall go back into my memory book... a memory that i hope one day i can scrap it away and forget abt this bitch in my life..
i found myself in a happier environment.. with very supportive colleagues to work with... but the work is reali tough.. and so time consuming that i can work from 9am till 9pm near to non stop in ofc.. its amazing.. becos i cld not recall myself being tis hardworking in the past... frens told me "welcome to the real working world finally" HAHAHA.. and xuan told me she nv has to wait for me before because of work.. which undeniably is very true.. its always ME who has to wait for her... haha
getting so rusty wif blogging until i cldnt tink of any interesting enough things to blog abt... actually i do have a post to update.. that is way past due... so probably not to harp on that anymore.. time whizzed by damn frigging fast... i gave myself a month's break... but honestly, i dunno where tis one mth has flew to.. i felt i had not accomplished anything in this one mth's break and i had to force myself back into the reality of working... all i rem was it had been a great month where i can slp at anytime i wan.. i can wake up naturally without the need of an alarm clock.. life like that is funnily fulfilling even though i mite not have done anything worth mentioning at all..
except the jb trip i had wif my gers... it felt like umpteen yrs (actually i tink its reali umpteen yrs but i refused to acknowledge how many yrs exactly was the ago...) ago where we stepped into jb together for the first time.. the anticipation to go wif the gers is still there and very fresh... i reali missed those days where we were frigging young n carefree.. im glad we made it to jb together.. it was a wonderful time spent together shopping in the mall..
and also for the tw trip with dear BF.. its a much different trip from previous trips.. the time spent trekking to scenic places wif him made everything worthwhile... its especially breathtaking at the waterfall wif him beside me.. the beauty of it astounded me... then the beauty of 花莲 astounded me even more.. the endearing part is to share the beauty of the places with him..
and guess what, i miss tw now o.O
now im wondering if i can take a yr end trip to tw again??? **cross fingers and hope** im missing cold cold weather...
lastly, ending off wif a self absorbed pic of me.. haha!
Prada Tessuto Gaufre
SELLING AT $1800
Colour: Black
Material: Nylon and Saffiano Calf Leather Country of Origin: Italy
Colour: Black
Approximate dimensions:
Length - 45cm
Height - 28cm
Handle height - 15cm
Comes with original dust bag & authenticity prada card.
If you are interested, please email me @ masaki010184@yahoo.com.sg
Sunday, April 3, 2011
to dearest yun - part 2
all in the months of preparations had came to a close in a flash in one day...
a lot of feelings involved especially on the exact day, seeing my best buddy changing her status officially to mrs tan..
i tot i can grow to be stronger after being involved in other close buddies wedding..
i tot its as simple as trying to control the emotions from flooding, just try my might..
i tot aa, i have improved a lot by not dropping any tears when i watched e video montage...
but it broke me when i hear ur speech on stage... the uncontrollable urge to flood caved in n e floodgate opened... even until today when i replayed ur speech in my head, when the memories of our grp friendship flash back, the tears have a way of their own to fill my eyes..
i was even at the table, half praying to myself "pls pls, dun say so much touching stuff, else my tears cannot stop.."
then my dear BF said its abnormal if i dun cry -_-
but in e end im glad u did.. becos its indeed a very good speech...
i am truthfully and awfully touched by ur words last nite... especially Friends Forever... it takes a day to make a lot of frens but a lifetime to find true frens that will stick to u... and u and my many other sisters r worth a lifetime to keep in my life...
juz like u hav been to be there for me through gd and bad, i will also be there for u through all the good and bad (but of cos many many good for u in the future...)
a lot of feelings involved especially on the exact day, seeing my best buddy changing her status officially to mrs tan..
i tot i can grow to be stronger after being involved in other close buddies wedding..
i tot its as simple as trying to control the emotions from flooding, just try my might..
i tot aa, i have improved a lot by not dropping any tears when i watched e video montage...
but it broke me when i hear ur speech on stage... the uncontrollable urge to flood caved in n e floodgate opened... even until today when i replayed ur speech in my head, when the memories of our grp friendship flash back, the tears have a way of their own to fill my eyes..
i was even at the table, half praying to myself "pls pls, dun say so much touching stuff, else my tears cannot stop.."
then my dear BF said its abnormal if i dun cry -_-
but in e end im glad u did.. becos its indeed a very good speech...
i am truthfully and awfully touched by ur words last nite... especially Friends Forever... it takes a day to make a lot of frens but a lifetime to find true frens that will stick to u... and u and my many other sisters r worth a lifetime to keep in my life...
juz like u hav been to be there for me through gd and bad, i will also be there for u through all the good and bad (but of cos many many good for u in the future...)
honestly i even had that momentary moment of the urge to cry when i saw u hugging ur mum in the morning.. so i escaped into the room before i embarassed myself further..
and lastly i wanna thank you for giving me the chance to be your jie mei for ur BIG day.. hence i was able to participate in the many discussions and preparations for your wedding..
the preparations towards your wedding has been one of the most enjoyable process throughout this period of time to keep me going through the horrible work..
thanks for the photo shoot back in NUS.. it brought back many good memories...
thanks for the many many things you have brought to my life ever since u came into it..
it is, in very truthful words, that i have attended one of the best weddings in my life.. and very happy to know (even though its juz momentarily) JM's decent bunch of bros on ur wedding day..
lastly, thanks to the bunch of jiemeis that stay in my life throughout :D
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