happy 2011!

OMG!! its 2011 now!

i have grown yet older by another year once again :(((((((

its true that women reali age faster.. becos even growing old by one year also vexes us out...

another year passed... i realised a list of very random things...

1. i hav kind of grown out fr the clubbing scene... i do not fancy clubbing as much as i did last time... perhaps its onli e time spent with the gers in the club tat excites mi now? the loud music n incessant drinking tires mi out eventually...

2. i reali do like to travel... i like to travel around the world while i still hav the ability... i like to be able to see the sights with my own eyes instead of through other ppl's eyes.. ever since the ordeal of facing health anxiety, it made mi treasure e fact tat i can still walk around in one piece is a blessing.. so within my own means, i will try...
travelling with ger frens is the next best thing to take place.. those memories in taiwan wif e gers r precious...

3. taking better care of myself is important... eg: like my skin! instead of tinking "let nature take its own course" naively... if nature continues to take its own course, the railway lines is going to create a train contour on my entire face very soon... sometimes things just have to be taken into human's hands..

4. sometimes e more i wish for sth 2 happen, e more it wldnt.. e harder i tried to forget it, e harder i cant make myself forget...

5. it hasnt been an entirely smooth year.. a lot of ups and downs along e way.. which made me at some moment in time reali feel like throwing everything aside and disappear for a while... i never have the courage to do so... a lot of things which i told myself not to be so 执著about, but once again its hard...

6. quite a number of cases where i feel tat im lacking in a lot of things...

7. very lacking in discipline to exercise such tat my entire of gym membership is wasted.. heartache over the loss of money.. vowed not to sign up for anymore gym membership :/

8. im onli motivated when there r ppl or things motivating mi.. otherwise i will let myself slack away...

9. this whole yr has flew past without mi accomplishing many things... in fact, i can recall nothing..

10. had the worst hair ordeal for this yr by doing a permanent perm on impulse.. end result was my long hair got frizzed up for nth... n got reali dry n ugly... even e colour faded to a horrid yellow which more than 10 ppl at least had point blank told mi my hair colour is v ugly.. thank you v much n i noe its v ugly.. im juz trying to endure until v close 2 my trip den i will colour it.. no pt colouring it now n let e colour grow out by e time i go on my trip rite..
on a happier note, i went to "correct" it by using rebonding as my remedy... it is so far a likeable remedy...

11. last but not least i managed to actually lost mayb 4kgs (probably mostly water retention) aft e op.. n put it back on as fast as two wks :(( i cant accomplish the habit of eating healthy food...

okie, my list of randomness self-reflection is somewhat done... goodbye to 2010 which has neither made mi a person any better nor any lesser, i reckon...

i hope 2011 can reali b a happy happy year ahead... happiness is actually a v simple thing.. but too bad i am never simple to begin with...