Wednesday, March 30, 2011

to dearest yun

its time to get excited once again for a lifetime close buddy once-in-a-lifetime event...

all the planning and preparation has gotten me quite excited amidst the busy till siao work...

what is e most impt is to see tis close buddy to be blissfully married n stay blissfully happy in her marriage life thereafter.. i tink tats one of e most a woman can ask for in their life - to find a good partner to 扶持 till the end... although i know she has her own reservations, dear yun - it will b FINE.. just be urself..

its v funny how our friendship started.. for the last two years of sec sch life, we had never been close.. though we were just seated three seats away from each other.. fact is we barely exchanged much words.. because mi being the more outspoken and daring one during those days and she being the meek and quiet ger in class (LAST TIME, hahaha), we had very minimal interaction.. to the fact also that she was seldom able to join us during outings which contributed to the lack of interaction..

but our fate started (i reali forgot exactly how..) when we went to the same JC together after first three months.. for dunno wat reason, somehow we seem like those long lost frens managed to find each other once again in the sea of lost souls (okie, v drama...), we clicked........ MADLY........ we started our incessant chatting over the phone after sch... worked the same part time jobs during our sch holidays... and because i find tat its v comfortable to be just with her.. i can tell her anything under the sun, the moon or the stars... she's a simple ger with the patience as BIG as the ocean to listen to my complains and woes... in fact, i tink she's one of those gers where there are hardly anyone who will find it very difficult to get along with.. she has never thrown her temper at mi before even when i was in my obnoxious mood at times...

she contributed to the many best parts in my jc life thereafter.. until today... it gratifies me alot that we stay together through so many years even though work and relationship have indeed driven us apart (err, slightly??)... changed our thinking... changed our lifestyles.. but the effort is unspeakable...

u noe, i still misses those days a lot where the two of us will impromptu-ly meet up for our favourite movie date.. and scare ourselves to death wif those horrible thai, korean, japanese horror movie.. at first there's still rong who joined us.. subsequently it became juz me n yun to those horror movies.. the movies we have watched together are uncountable and our taste for movies are so alike so much so that we spent nearly every wk watching movie together... those times in Dark Waters, A Tale of Two Sisters, Saw (dunno saw no wat liao becos there r simply too many SAWs), Hills Have Eyes, Resident Evil (which subsequently we din watch 3 & 4 together anymore) The Eye, Many Thais horror movies and the recent Drag Me To Hell.. many many more la.. cannot rem le.. already say memory no gd.. those r reali gd memories where i would hide my eyes n ask her "how? how? how le?" den both of us wld scream hysterically in e cinema and felt shiok abt it becos we dun care who were irritated wif us... when i started to tink back, its worth the nostalgia...

the phone conversations we had in those days that always warrant either her parents or my parents to nag at us to stop our conversations.. now becos of various reasons, we hardly do... the fact tat i always cry to her at the lowest pt in my life, she's always there to listen...
i still treasure the sometimes impromptu chilling sessions when both of us can make it due to her erratic work hours previously.. work reali has a way in changing many ppl's life...

to my dearest fren in this lifetime - i hope i can still get to be frens with you the next lifetime, the next next and the next next next and forever and ever... thanks to fate for bringing us together else i will never have the chance to get to know you even better...
i hope we can stay this way... no matter marriage, family or work or whatever is in the way, it will never obstruct our road of friendship.. here i wish you to an eternally happy marriage and i will stand out for u together when your hubby bully u wif his eloquent talking (HAHAHA)


work has in many ways make us more n more tired to spend the time together as well as the time being divided to spend with our partners...
nevertheless thanks for making me part of your circle and staying in mine :) i do love u always.. ha ha ha..



Monday, March 21, 2011

给 我最爱的S.H.E

从2010至今,好多好多不幸的事一而再再而三的发生。。有时真的觉得好沮丧。。

世事太无常了。。天灾没人能挡得过。。人类的失误却毁掉了另一个人的一生。。

刚把S.H.E爱而为一的演唱会看完。。第一感动到要死。。 第二难过到要死。。
从没有想过当一个人想要重温过去的画面时,在事故以后,心情可以如此的糟糕。。我只是一个局外人都已经这么难过。。真的不知道当事人的她如何这么从容地重温演唱会的画面以及面对一切。。。 当然她哭了。。。因为她知道她所失去的再也会不来了。。。
也因为这样我也哭了。。。

从这台北的演唱会里,我才知道“安静了”这首歌的歌词是怎么引发出来的。。。
是她和她的未婚夫在感情里最低潮的时候,在她和他之间还在摸索对彼此的爱情时,有感而发所写出来的。。。就因为知道了它的由来,这首歌突然之间变得别具意义。。。

我不知道往后她的路要往哪里走下去。。。不过我很肯定的,只要S.H.E一天不解散,我一定会陪着S.H.E一只走下去。。。


安静了- S.H.E

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 梦想中属于我们的婚礼


却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情脚力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你 你选择了自己

撒娇的 可爱的 女人的 爱哭的

照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地 你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多

就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什么

分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后的温柔

是因为我太爱你

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

♥ Salute to the Japanese ♥

yes, very lousy post below.. to compensate, here's a longer post to make up for the very lack in writing hasty post..

wasnt in the best of condition when trying to do up a page for my sale items... i had the most busy night, trying to catch up on news of Japan disaster, doing up the page, wrapping items, happily opening my online parcels, clearly some mess in e room without much success and catching the 9pm show.. all in one nite.. accomplishment = 50%

since friday, the whole world is very shaken by the biggest disaster ever in the century... i was equally shaken and distracted by all e news.. frankly, the impact din reali hit me when i first received news on the quake.. i was tat SLOW... its until late into nite when i saw all the twitter posts, fb posts etc etc, then it started to strike me that OMG, Japan is tat badly hit... I started following ST app, trying to grasp the gravity of the situation in japan..

and now as I am still following the various news on the aftershocks and nuclear explosions randomly each day, I am enormously sad and touched at the same time at how Japanese's spirit in trying to overcome this calamity... the biggest quake ever hit since 1900s..

The sadness is very overwhelming when the footage of wreckage is displayed over and over again in papers, in news, over the internet etc and etc... its just very heart-wrenching to see a once prosperous country being reduced to such a state.. n what is worse after all the aftershocks is the nuclear explosion that followed which adds on to the gravity...

of all countries involved, it is reported that Japan is the only country being hit by nuclear twice.. once in WWII and then today.. how devastating can this get...

i read, i saw, many r commenting that this mite be the retribution for Japan for what has happened 70 years ago... seriously, i dun care retribution or not... i believe their ancestors have paid for the price of it through the atomic bombings in Hiroshima and Nagasaki and the side effects that the future generations had to ebar after that... Y HAVE TO 落井下石在别人这么惨的遭遇??

when such disaster struck, it should already past beyond the stage of snickering at the fate of Japan and worshipping the fact that its retribution... isnt it v shameful to be here snickering at their pitiful state while the Japanese are standing strong and calm for their calamity.. they took it in their stride.. to be honest, i doubt there are many countries in this world who can face such calamity compared to the Japanese with this type of attitude.. No pushing, no rushing for OWN dear life.. all stood in calm and regimented queue, even though their world is shaking into pieces... SERIOUSLY, WHO CAN DO THAT?? the chinese will push their surrounding mates down in order to save their own lives.. would any chinese still stood so selflessly in consideration for the safety of the ppl around them?? i salute and truely applaud them for their attitude and spirit... its true, this is the result of their own strong education and not something that can be achieved through GDP..

so the more i read, the more devasted i felt especially when i tot of how frantically they r trying to stop even more nuclear explosions with futile efforts.. i dun wan to c Japan to be reduced to a country of nothing-less.. i wan the Japanese to be safe and sound and not suffer fr anymore side effects of the nuclear explosions.. Instead, it gets even more depressing when it's being reported that children are sick in the cold weather and the victims are all trying to last their food out... and now there's nth i could help except to try to donate..

the fastest way currently to try to reach out and donate is through the Red Cross Society in Singapore.. i tink tis mite be the fastest way to make sure the money goes out directly to Japan..
and the best part, i encountered NETWORK error when I tried to go in to their website!
Anyone who noe the method of donating, please do drop me a comment...

It is not becos I have been to Japan before... nor me being a Japan fan... nor the fact that i am obsessed with Japan.. that triggers off this post... but the spirit from them that inspired and moved me to bits... how they r actually taking everything in stride and not complaining.. This is what i wan to commemorate about...

I sincerely and earnestly hope Japan can survive this ordeal.. I still wan to contribute to their economy...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Dolly Wink etc n more...

juz set up a page for sale of some of my items..

do go in n take a look and drop mi a comment or email if u r interested.. thanks :)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

你不知道的事

came across this song sometime ago while listening to radio.. e tune stuck to me throughout.. not knowing at all wats e song title..

sad songs always hav their ways of sticking and growing on mi...

for dunno wat reason today, i was humming this song all e way... determined as i am but until now i still cldnt find e MP3 for this song..

and also din noe e lyrics r so sad until i googled for it..

youtube full mtv for u..



and lyrics...


王力宏 - 你不知道的事

(作词:王力宏&瑞业 作曲:王力宏)


蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地



我飞行 但你坠落之际

很靠近 还听见呼吸

对不起 我却没捉紧你



你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎落满地 在心里清晰



你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见那高空里

多的是 你不知道的事



蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际

很靠近 还听见呼吸

对不起 我却没捉紧你



你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎落满地 在心里清晰



你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见那高空里

多的是 你不知道的事



我飞行 但你坠落之际



ho~oh~~



你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎落满地 在心里清晰



你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见那高空里

多的是 你不知道的事